quarantine

Today marks over a month of the quarantine life. Most of the time I am a home body but not being able to leave stresses me out. I am working from home and with that I am vulnerable to laziness and not getting my work done.  I love my kids but I know I'm not giving them enough love or education I'm just babysitting their screens. Tomorrow for school is a new day and I plan to do a better job. I have letters to get out today. This morning I weighed 254.1 I haven't been consistently in the 250s for a very long time.  I need to do this better. Today was awful I ate the wrong things way too often. I over ate and my body let me, tomorrow I have to do better. In every aspect.  I don't feel success very much. I have a hard time figuring out what to eat, and then struggle when I do pick something.  Dinner tonight was good had I not already eaten so much. Tomorrow I have to get up and walk,  drink my water, eat the right foods, and keep working towards a better me. A me that I can be proud of.